Sorrowful Rhyme

Sorrowful Rhyme
By Sarah Hafermann
Written October 2006

Why does this feeling tear me up inside?
When I'm around you I just can't hide.
You look into my eyes and see to my soul.
Yet if that so, then why didn't you see my heart turn to coal?
After betrayal its hard to trust again,
we need to go back to where we first began.
Life won't let it all work out,
and it doesn't help that we are both stubborn krouts.
Maybe with time it will heal our wounds,
and we can go back to enjoying our afternoons.
As of now I'll tell you this:
yours was the sweetest of the lips to kiss.
I will miss them dearly till the end of time,
which brings me to the end of this sorrowful rhyme.

Complications

Complications
By Sarah Hafermann
Written October 2006

Why is it that I still feel this way?
Why does your face run through my head throughout the day?
Why can't I think about anyone new
and instead all of my thoughts turn back to you.

Why do I wish to linger in your arms?
Why do I melt to all of your charms?
Why can't I get over these feelings?
The mere thought of you just keeps me reeling.

I wish I could just forget about you and move on.
To find someone new, who isn't a con.
I know I deserve someone better than you.
But when I think of us there's not much I can do.

I must keep my eyes focused on the prize
and never stray back to your comforting side.
Its tempting its true, but its a must.
I must stay away until you can gain back my trust.

Your Eyes

Your Eyes
By Sarah Hafermann
Written October 2006

I see so much within your eyes
They tell me the ways of your soul with no surprise
The deep amber shines in your happiest times
and the black darkness is there in sadness in all its signs

Your eyes are what make me keep coming back to you
but this time we've got to be through
there's been too much pain, too much agony to sort.
You never were fully there, so its time to abort.

This Love was doomed from the start
and most of the blame falls upon your part.
The tradgedy continues like a never ending drama
it should have ended with a period, not a comma.

We put to rest this loving past
and only hope that this friendship lasts
because to never see you eyes again
would be like losing my only friend.

Eternal Pain

Eternal Pain
By Sarah Hafermann
Written October 2006

I sit here crying in agony over your unintentional  blows.
You keep hurting me, yet you never know.
I love you so much, yet you make me hurt so bad.
Lately It seems like there is less happy times than sad
I’m sick of crying these ever falling tears
If we stay together, will they continue for years?

You say you aren’t ready to give up on me,
Yet why is it you who must decree?
You are the one who has made all the mistakes.
Yet don’t you think it is my choice to take?
Continuously its excuse after excuse
Me feeling every time even more used.

We continue on with these unbearable games
Wondering what’s wrong, when there is only one to blame.
If you love me, stop using words, show me!
Something to truly show me that you love thee.
Much atrocities have been committed while this game has been in play
And this eternal pain has to stop with no delay.